I found this ministry
because I was looking at spiritual roots to my physical issues. I had been
dealing with chronic illness since 2013. Some of the issues were hypothyroid,
fatigue, inability to exercise, waking up tired from a long sleep, food
allergies, auto immune, anxiety, panic, depression, and desperation to get
better. I was also struggling with alcohol cravings I kept going back and forth
in this even though I knew the Lord told me in 2011 to quit drinking and my life
I had a lot of traumas in
my life. I never felt comfortable in my own skin. I also struggled with ADHD,
voices in my head, and I always felt at war within myself. I had a place inside
of me where I had stuffed all of my pain away so that way I could cope with my
life, I call it the chaos place. There was so much darkness in me!
I would also disassociate
when something would become too stressful. I always felt that I couldn’t figure
out who I was, nor could I commit to anything for a long period of time. I had
tried going to secular counseling, psychologist, psychiatrist, Biblical prayer
counseling, pastors, health coaches, and I was about to go to another counselor
for brain healing techniques. I had them still scheduled even though I knew I
had a deliverance scheduled just in case this didn’t work.
I wanted so badly to follow
God and to love God but in myself I had no idea how. I had spiritual growth in
my life and I had healing in my life but there was a wall that I could not get
past and I could not be delivered. I was constantly striving and living in
disillusionment. I’ve been walking with God for almost 15 years and I wanted to
know why I could not be living the abundant life that was promised to me.
I reached out to Pastor
John Torell through his website after watching some of his videos and also some
of the testimonials. Pastor John reached out to me right away. He help me to
identify my issues by educating me on the FULL word of God. The team here truly
cares about the people they connect with through their ministry. My eyes were
opened by the Holy Spirit and the sin that I had in my life through breaking
God‘s laws were affecting my physical body not to mention all of the trauma that
I had been through in my life that I had just stuffed away.
My husband and I studied
Christian Dynamics Course 1 and then I came to the church for my deliverance.
Praise God the voices stopped, the chaos place has been cleared, and I finally
have peace within myself, even the ADHD I was diagnosed with and medicated for
at a young age is gone! I have mental clarity and my body is healing! My
identity crisis is over I know who I am now I am a beloved daughter saved by the
blood of Jesus. I am redeemed and set free and I can pursue everything that the
Lord has for me without any more fear. Praise God!